What is genius but the power of expressing a new individuality?

"Choosing Me"

2007-07-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

YOU just don't know

What you've put me through

You've had your wAy

And Watched me sWay

You had me in your palm

But you just Can't let go

You've plaYed your Game

And put my PRIDE to sHamE

This isn't EAsY for Me

It's teariNg mE apart

Because I can't resisT your charm

But in your arms is harm

But YOU can't have it All

Because I chOOse mE

AlTHough I See

You're on bEnDeD kNee

The mere yOu make me REeL

You can't know how I feel

SO now I'm lOsing you, BaBy

Because i'm sAVing ME.

Bshipsss!!!!

2006-10-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

Hayy nako..addict na talaga ako sa game na toh...

Lagi nasa isip ko..parang boyfriend ko..isip ko ano nangyari sa clan..laging miss ko maglaro...lagi na lang... ewann...

I'll show you why....

There's my ship --Crusader.... at the Main Harbor

Look at that Overlord!!! Waaa...Check out my stat....

Huhu!!! We lost this game......

Sembreak>> A Big Break!!

2006-10-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

Sooo...semestral break is fast approaching.....
Whatchawannado?
Me? Dunno yet
Pressure's on me since finals is up!!!
Yet here I am blogging and editing my friendster profile...hahaha

5-day Vacation

2006-09-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

psst.. it's intramurals so it's my 5-day vacation!!!
but how am I going to spend my 5 dayssss?
I have a juicy idea on my mind but it's far off from coming true!!
wanna know what that is?....
"i wanna fly to manila and spend it with my partner in crime, Aying!!!"
...wish i had the money...tsk..tsk
Something's distracting me and I want to divert my attention to other things....
Luckily, Milleth planned to sleepover in Mai2x house and she asked me if I wanted to come too!!
Just the right time to chill.....

So what?

2006-09-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

Inspire me, Blind me
Touch me, Ignore me
Help me, Pity me
Love me, Leave me
So what?
I love you.
Adios.

Battleships!!!

2006-09-06T19:07:00.000+08:00

After wasting time in chatting, I was more hooked up with WC3 Frozen Throne custom games from sheep tag, kodo tag, tree tag, hero siege...I even tried Dota hahaha....but I was very noob (newbie) and couldn't learn the strategy. Until I played battleships version 1-point-something. I enjoyed it even if I was newbie then and gets nasty messages from other players for being dumb...lol
Battleships soon became popular and more versions were created by the infamous Sked who originally created Battleships 1-point-something.
As I was honing my trading/fighting skills, I met some friends along the way. I already joined 3 bships clan [BPK,13S,DACI]. Now, I am a shaman in clan BSSF [Battleships Strike Force] for the 2nd time as it was disbanded last month coz of the chieftain's inactivity.

Battleships Pro version 1.187

Created by Quantum Theory

The map most played in Warcraft Frozen Throne

Flirting

2006-09-06T11:07:00.000+08:00

Eyes batting
Shoulder raising
Lips smiling
Hands grazing
Oh yes!
How I love flirting!

Afraid to Love

2006-09-06T11:06:00.000+08:00

I’m afraid to love…
It might scar me
It might push me to the edge
It might not be returned
I’m afraid to love…
Because I think
I can’t love at all.

"Out of your mistakes, something good comes from it"

2006-08-21T12:41:00.000+08:00

But what good does a mistake bring you other than the lesson from it?
I ponder on the quote...
"something good comes from it....something good out of it...but what??"
"Of course!!"
Something clicked on my mind.
"Maybe there was good out of my mistakes...."
Last year I transferred to UC but I stopped my studies for petty reasons. I decided to apply for a job. In one of my applications, an agency was looking for qualified applicants to attend a free call center training at Informatics and endorse them to call centers after the 40-hour training.
I was one of them.

Several days later, I was in one of the classrooms in Informatics with other skeptic applicants.
This isn’t the right choice but….I want to be here and hope to get a bigger chance in passing call center tests.

OMG!! Showing your true colors!??

2006-08-19T18:36:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm out of my should-i-say depression...leaving messy trash in my life...
I'm very much happy now, more happier than I first bought my Nokia 6510 using my savings...
Happy to be out of ur damned life...
I can't help but hate the day I met you...no, the day I gave you another chance when I found out your real name and age 2 months after we were on....ewww ANOTHER CHANCE!!!...pfft...so stupid of me to give you that...
Months later, I knew then your situation and personality based from your past...No regular job, no savings, dependent to your sister..blah..blah..blah

And for more than a year you damned depended on me financially!!!

What else? What else does that 37-year-old, frail, dark, guy hide behind that nerdy-nice eyeglasses??

Cry me a river!!!.....that's what you were good at...

How to Know if a Guy likes YOU

2006-08-16T15:28:00.000+08:00

Buying signals....
Don't wait for words, look for action.
You just have to look for positive signs:

He comes close to you
He tries to make you laugh
He asks you questions
He tries to make you talk about yourself
He asks for your number
He tries to demostrate in the conversation his men's qualities
He's trying to sell himself (sports,work)
He offers help
He gives you a compliment
He blushes when you talk to him
You see he gets nervous when you're around
He's nervous while talking to you (hands, eyes, voice... usually you can notice because he's doing too much)
He plays with an object (cigarette,pen...)
He can't help looking at you and when you look at him: he suddenly looks in another direction
He can't help making eye-contact with you
He reveals his feelings in a disguised way, and say: just kidding
He tries to be with you
He offers you something
He makes an effort with his outfit
He tries to be more handsome
He fakes jealousy for fun
He invites you indirectly or he suggests any activity
He likes to borrow anything from you
When there's nothing left for you, he says: you can take mine
He asks you for help when he could ask somebody else
He likes your first name and likes to pronounce it
He likes your clothes
He wants to be with you
He wants to hear your voice
He touches you accidentally or gently (arm, shoulder, hand...)
He likes to be close to you or in your space
He's usually looking at you when leaving a room
He gazes in your eyes with love

ACTION

If you can say YES to all these above, I strongly suggest that you start moving. Don't invite him in, but let the door open. Smiling to him will be better than a long letter. You can say: "I would like to do something this weekend, but I don't know what..." Let him have the guts to open the door, and propose. Maybe you will end up in a romantic trip... If you're still not sure about his feelings, don't show too much. Be pretty as can be and remain a challenge.

I'm open to receiving additional buying signals if you have....:-)

Here I go Again!

2006-08-15T19:03:00.001+08:00

Again...in the mood to put all my thoughts online

Again...promising to continue this blog

Again...hoping I'm gonna keep my promise

Will this be another again of unfinished blog?